Do you like yourself?
No
Why?
Because I feel guilty.
Why do you feel guilty?
Because as long as you are addicted, you are hiding something. You know you are doing something wrong and you need to lie and hide your addiction from the world.
You feel ashamed.
You feel out-of-touch.
You feel like you are less than you could be.
How to undue this?
Break free.
Take steps today to get yourself into recovery.