Day 958 and I have been having the toughest days since I started my recovery.
I am good at averting my attention and I am committed to never going back.
But, I am surprised that at this late stage, I still feel a tugging and short thoughts of older days.
It is a good thing that I can consciously change my focus at will. That ability helps a great deal with fighting this demon. You never know when it will show up and challenge you again.
I quit with you today.
Dundopping day 958
